Meh.....

Today was the first day of school for me here. It was enjoyable, seeing my old friends with some small changes, and some big changes. But just the thought of summer vacation being over is pretty upsetting. Not many happy people about it. On Saturday we had to take our older brother back to college and help him move in to his dorms before college started for UT Austin. That also upsets me very much.

But on the other hand, I have something to do now instead of surfing the internet and watching TV again.

See ya all next time.

GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I asked my parents was to have a PayPal account, and guess what? They yelled at me for just thinking of getting one!!!!!!!! They acted as if I committed a unholy ritual and summoned Satan!!!!! I just want to use my own money, and they acted as if I was a spawn of the devil's own flesh!!!! I'm trustworthy, I know when to save my money, how to spend it, and what to do with it, and yet they think I'm just a 6-yr. old, in a candy store with a million dollars!!!!

I think it's unfair that they won't let me have a PayPal account!! A stinkin' PayPal account!!! I think most kids that are becoming 14 or are 14 have one, and my parents think that I should get one when I'm freakin' 100!!! I don't care about anything else!!!!

Is it because I have more B's than anyone else in our family!? Is it because I'm the third boy in the family!? If not, than why!? I get good grades, better than the average student, and you think you all can be all high-and-mighty on me by letting the others do what they want, but not me!? GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!! And don't you all think the same!? All of you, thinking you're superior and smarter than I am, when you all are just damn asses!!!! I don't care if I'm not badmouthing too much, I think you all have a superiority complex!!!!

I think you all have no damn clue what I had to go through each damn day of my life!!! Having to keep telling people to leave me alone, and being ignored when I asked them to stop. Having to deal with asses who call themselves smarter than I am because I was younger than them, and being called names!!! You all think you know my life, but you don't!!! You all think that I'm easy to push around, and teased, but I'm not!!! I'll show you all who's better and who's not!!! I show you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sheesh!

Today I asked my mom if I could have my own PayPal account, and guess what? She flipped out, yelling at me what I wanted to buy. All I said was I wanted my own PayPal, and that I had enough money for a Busou Shinki I want, in fact I had enough money for two, but instead, she flipped out as if I had asked if I could have sex! I think she thinks that I would buy too much and they'd have to pay for it all. I'm not that stupid!!! Sheesh, I think she should loosen up and let me have a PayPal account, because I am old enough for one, responsible enough for one, but yet she distrusts me because I'm 13 (Going to be 14 soon, on September 17th). It's not fair. I want to have some responsiblity with my own money, but yet I'm denited the chance to. I can't believe that she wouldn't get it, despite the fact I'm old enough for a bank account!!! What's her problem!? I'm old enough, but yet she won't trust me for just one stinkin' PayPal account!? She trusts me for other things, but not just a PayPal?! I have enough money for two Busou Shinkis, yet she doesn't believe me!!! Why!? I want some freedom and responsiblity for my own money!!! God!!! I have a couple hundreds in the bank, and yet she doesn't let me have my own PayPal!!!!

Is it because you dont even have a PayPal, mom? What reason gives you to decide if I can get a PayPal, besides being my mother!?

Man.

I'm in a emotional slump right now. I found out I have pissed someone off and that she's mad at me right now. One of my friends, who's also a friend of her, I have asked to talk to her about it. I'm just so sorry about it. I shouldn't have said anything about it at all. I'm frikking sorry, I didn't mean it, and I'm just a big son of a *censored*. And here are some of my friends that will share the blog with me.

The name's Raike, and I'm the one who encouraged Drem here to do what he did. He's very sorry, and so am I. So sorry there bud.

The name's Damian, and like Raike I encouraged Drem too. I share some of the blame like Raike and Drem, so blame me too.

And I'm Rokare. I was the only one against the whole thing, but Drem was too pressured to do what he did. So we're all sorry.

And all in all, if you're the person I angered and is reading this, than I am sorry a thousand times. I'll even apologize on the comic I make on TFW2005.