Meh.

Guess what? My mom is sticking her nose into my business. AGAIN.

I mean seriously, she treats me as if I'm watching pornography or something. All I do is go to some Transformer sites, Bionicle sites, YouTube, Veoh, and some webcomics. And all she does is make me tense and treats me as if I'm not older than 1 year old. I mean seriously, I want more freedom, and yet she keeps denying me that!

I'm sick of this, she doesn't love me, only wants to limit me on what I do daily. I mean she doesn't pester my older brothers or my sister or anyone else in my family! It's like she's against me or something!

-Dremare out.

If you're wondering why I hate my life, here are a few reasons why:

1: My laptop decided to crap out on me when I use the internet, and I've been using my family computer.
2: Everyone in my History class are asses and morons hate me because I know most of the answers, and one thinks I cheat in that class.
3: I can't be trusted by my parents because they think I broke my laptop on purpose.
4: My friends think I'm a pervert for watching magical girl anime when my brother Roan is the one who downloads it and shows us, and I just get hooked into it.
5: I want to get some stuff but I'm financially in trouble, meaning that my parents are in control of my money.
6: I can't help making comments that sound like I'm insulting someone. I just can't seem to change how I word things.
7: I want to type up stories on deviantArt, but I need permission from the owners for one of the fanfics I really want to write, but I was rejected and now I have something stuck in my mind and can't get rid of it.
8: I want to be able to do things for myself, and there are a lot of obstacles in my way.


If you think I'm acting all emo and such, go and jump off a cliff, into a pool, filled with wolverines that have rabies, while you're naked.

So see ya. Gotta go!

-Dremare

God This Sucks!!

I've been an ass for a long time without knowing it. I've been making rude comments without even meaning it. I just want to apologize to everyone on TFW2005. I've been a jerk without knowing it. I just want you all to know that I've been thinking lately, and that I'm going to try to make it sound that it's a simile. Sorry about that, everyone.

-Dremare

Man this Sucks

I finally managed to ask a girl to see a movie with my friends when I remembered Hurricane Ike is coming, and while I talked to her, I got hit by a door. Now I have to tell her that the movie going to going to be next week after it comes. Sucks to be me.

My Luck Sucks.

Today, I was teasing my sister a bit too much and she slap me. The slap itself didn't hurt, but my noseguard broke, so now I'm forced to resort to using old glasses.

Plus, I'm too painfully shy to ask out a girl I like to a date, and this hurts me so much.

I don't know why I never posted my reviews here, so I'll post them tomorrow or so.

Meh.....

Today was the first day of school for me here. It was enjoyable, seeing my old friends with some small changes, and some big changes. But just the thought of summer vacation being over is pretty upsetting. Not many happy people about it. On Saturday we had to take our older brother back to college and help him move in to his dorms before college started for UT Austin. That also upsets me very much.

But on the other hand, I have something to do now instead of surfing the internet and watching TV again.

See ya all next time.

GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I asked my parents was to have a PayPal account, and guess what? They yelled at me for just thinking of getting one!!!!!!!! They acted as if I committed a unholy ritual and summoned Satan!!!!! I just want to use my own money, and they acted as if I was a spawn of the devil's own flesh!!!! I'm trustworthy, I know when to save my money, how to spend it, and what to do with it, and yet they think I'm just a 6-yr. old, in a candy store with a million dollars!!!!

I think it's unfair that they won't let me have a PayPal account!! A stinkin' PayPal account!!! I think most kids that are becoming 14 or are 14 have one, and my parents think that I should get one when I'm freakin' 100!!! I don't care about anything else!!!!

Is it because I have more B's than anyone else in our family!? Is it because I'm the third boy in the family!? If not, than why!? I get good grades, better than the average student, and you think you all can be all high-and-mighty on me by letting the others do what they want, but not me!? GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!! And don't you all think the same!? All of you, thinking you're superior and smarter than I am, when you all are just damn asses!!!! I don't care if I'm not badmouthing too much, I think you all have a superiority complex!!!!

I think you all have no damn clue what I had to go through each damn day of my life!!! Having to keep telling people to leave me alone, and being ignored when I asked them to stop. Having to deal with asses who call themselves smarter than I am because I was younger than them, and being called names!!! You all think you know my life, but you don't!!! You all think that I'm easy to push around, and teased, but I'm not!!! I'll show you all who's better and who's not!!! I show you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!